"The Idle Vapourings Of A Mind Diseased"

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

Welcome to my blog! Although I originally planned to use this blog to purely share my ideas and thoughts on my fandoms, it has evolved to the point where you’ll find lots of me venting my frustrations on real life issues alongside my fandom ramblings and miscellaneous thoughts and ideas. Feel free to ask me questions in my ask box about my interests, although I’ll warn you that I’m very shy and timid so I might not respond to you immediately.

Pinned Post Since I forgot to put it above My name is shamus (he/him/his) And I'm autistic and asexual I'm very shy but I think being on here has helped slightly it's hard to say

I’m still very very nervous about school, but at least seeing the guidance counselor there with my dad helped a little bit. He said I can come back next year and take as many courses as I want, since I don’t need any more credits now. That actually puts me at ease, as I was terrified of having to leave High School because I have no clear plans for my future. Mind you, going back to high school opens up a whole lot of other issues, like getting used to getting on the Bus and attending school in person again (I haven’t been in a physical school since 2020, really).

But hopefully I’ll be able to get back into the swing of things again. The guidance counselor said my schedule could be flexible if need be (if my dad’s at work on Mondays and Fridays, he said it was okay if I missed those days). And maybe I’ll finally be able to read again. I’ve never really been able to read outside of school. I don’t know why, but I simply was never able to read at home. I could only focus on reading when I was in school.

On one last sidenote, I’m still nervous for the summer. Because I still don’t have any major hyperfixations yet, and I worry the summer will feel very boring. I hope it won’t be super super boring, but I guess I’ll have to wait and see.

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wanderingmind867
wanderingmind867

I have never been good at writing, but that's neither here nor there. I want to discuss the time I wrote a book series elementary school.

When I was really young, I think I saw Atlantis: The Lost Empire early in the morning (when half awake). Later, I decided to write a story about a Water Dragon. Problem 1 with my story: All my characters were pretty much rip-offs of that movie's characters. My one other problem: I write without using dialogue or physical descriptions (because I am almost unable to write those competently). Thusly, my story read more like a series of instructions. I said people did things but never went further in detail. Still, I like the story. I liked it enough to make like 9 sequels.

As I've aged, I've slowly begun to feel disappointed in my old writing (because I now see all the flaws). My Dad always wanted to type them up and get them published, but I feel too embarrassed to agree. Well, that and it's impossible to read my old writing. I always wrote very messily.

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ednacrabapple
cyborbs

best thing tumblr ever did for me is the term "rotating it in my mind". it's really true that sometimes you think about something real hard but you can't tell what the thoughts are exactly. it's revolutionary stuff, i might even say

vulpineprince

sometimes the subject of your thoughts is just in this thing

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ablondpanda

Ah, there it is!

The TUMBLER!

knitmeapony

The tumblr blorbo in the blorbo tumbler.